April 3,1987-May 22,2005
beloved brother and friend
Kris died today at 6:48 pm... he spent 5 days at the hospital in accoma... he was driving home drunk when he was hit by a coke truck... he will be greatly missed


i dunnoholding you feeling as is nothing could go wrongi dunno
needing to protect you
but in all honesty your protecting me
form the death that i was once so close to i hold on to you never wanting to let go afraid of loseing the only person
i care about
the only one that truely cares for me you are my one my only my love


untitledWednesday is my regular day off and having slept in I had just showered and was getting ready to head to the golf course when Val rang. We hadn't talked much since the other Saturday night, I was still a bit ticked off at her not telling me the whole deal. It seemed Tracey had called her and asked if I could come to her office ASAP. Val asked me to dress in my navy blue suite and be ready for her to arrive. The BMW stopped outside and I climbed into the passenger seat and headed off to the city.untitled


PainsSlowly dieing for all the pain locked away deep inside where noone can see it. Pain that stabs at me makeing me alomst cry, but i cant cry ever. I have to be he strong one, cant let the pain get to me cant let anyone know its there. Have to keep it inside away from the world. Sitting alone wishing the pian would leave me be so i wouldnt have to hide it anymore, wishing and hopeing the memory and pain you caused me will leave but it wont. The memory of you stays longer then you did..why? If your gone then your memory and pain should be gone as well. You can not control me forever, you dont even know me. I am traped in this forever waistland wiPains
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sometimes i feel you're not gone... i miss talkin to you...
i miss you... wish i could still talk to you...
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how many times can it change,
how long will i be restrained,
it's appalling to think that,
all my time seems to be wasted,
will it stop or is it only the beginning(chimaira-down again)
always the protector,
never the protected...
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I know one day that I will become everything that I hate now and for that I live my life the way I want until then.
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I fap to ~RILARO all day ^O^!!!1
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mmm shepard pie...
"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"- Gandhi : D
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